1. |
flowers pt. 2
01:09
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and looking back
i had forgotten how harsh
people can be
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2. |
river song
03:32
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when we wake up on that floor
and the worlds just setting in
and the sun shines on your face
yeah I love to watch it glow
when i'm sinking like a stone
and the worlds just setting in
would you hold me closer?
and the sunshine on your face
yeah I love to watch the glow
and when you're feeling like you've messed up
would you please give me a call?
and when you're feeling like your body
might break down those walls
break down break down
i'm crossing an ocean for you
too loud too loud
and when you're feeling like you've messed up
would you please give me a call?
I took a walk down to meet them
and they said they were sorry
yeah they said they were sorry
and I know you get so mad
when you can't tell who your friends are
tell who your friends are
tell who your friends are
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3. |
lions and tigers
03:20
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paint me in a dark room
ill let you inside
bruised up on some bad luck
how'd you get so striped like a tiger?
with a big fat scar on their forearm
and bruises all over their body
striped like some tigers
but it all felt just right
at least for the moment
yeah it all felt just right
and I held your hand their
and I saw you blushing
yeah I held your hand there
and you'd rather hide and pout and cry
its like you were never there in the first place
yeah you'd rather hide and pout and cry
its like you were never there in the first place
cause it takes two to tango
but im tangoing by myself
and it takes one to walk away
but it takes the strength of a lion
that's strength I just don't have
yeah that's strength I just don't have
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4. |
glue
03:47
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lying with you in our mourning
you're scorning with that manor
you wear it as a banner
but you're playing for the wrong team kid
you drown in mud and mire
that's my favorite kind of liar
i'm sticking with you like glue
it's a grievance
and we live with it
you're contemptuous
but i might be out of my place
it's a secret
and you keep it
in your bottom drawer
where no one will ever look
and you might be out of time
when it all comes crashing down on you
and you might've lost some friends
maybe you'll look for them later
it's a feeling i can't describe
but i think i know how to save her
i'd of died wrong about everything
when it all came crashing down on me
i'm coming back down to meet you there half way
that's really all i can say
i'm coming back down to meet you there half way
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5. |
pisces
04:32
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two months clean
and i know it can't be right for me
but i'm too caught to fly
two months clean
and i see the way you look at me
when all i want is cleansing
lost time
lost in a promise
too far
you took it too far
now i'm lost
lost at a cost
it's so evil
drawn out
waiting on everyone there
like you cared
too far
you took it too far dove
that's not love
tuesday blues
and you choose that fate on me
on you
on the roof of your old house
that's where i remember it
and we knew it would take time
but i never thought this long
and it hangs on your shoulder
like a stab in the back
and i can't remember why
gone out in a daze
you waited on everyone
as they turned their heads away
sins swallow you whole
you hide your eyes in lies
i might die just to fix you
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6. |
taurus blues
04:22
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I pack a bowl in the garden
you're self harming with that wicked frown
you say you're rolling with the changes
but you don't know how
I paint a poem with the bruises
all these loses stain
I thought you said you would've called me
i thought you said you're gonna stay
all this time and you'd just walk away?
love lost in a fiery burning guilt grave
something on your mind but you can't say
someone stole your love now you can't love
you've tried 1000 times you can't
or have the strength to believe in something real
i found out at the bottom of their stare (stairwell)
well i don't know about anything
i don't know about anything
holding on by a thread
for a punk show
saw you singing but you say you just want to sit this one out
i know it gets so hard sometimes
but some things just never change
some things just never change
like that smile
like that voice
like our duets
say i love yous
say i'm sorrys
say i miss yous
some things just never change
and they never will
i'm spitting sorrys but you still feel ill
you won't play the song
and you don't want to talk
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7. |
iceberg
02:14
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two in the morning
you're sleeping and snoring
it's snowing outside
I think ill get up and go for a drive
the worlds turning so fast
i'm wondering where the time has passed
two in the morning
bold love like an iceberg
i'll bend till you break me
take more than you're share you're my love
but the thought of you leaving and everything going to hell
leaves me wide awake wallowing
wondering where it went wrong
two in the morning
bold love like an iceberg
i'll bend till you break me
take more than your share you're my love
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8. |
great grave
04:11
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great grave
a picturesque
im smiling im afraid
would you swallow me?
or this unholy beast of a burden
unholy me
great grave
I was too late I was too afraid
that you'd find me
and that you'd find me out
find me out
oh great grave
a black hearse for a black soul who never let it go
the crying and the morning maker
fall apart I know this all too well
from a dream
from a vision
from an angel in glowing armor
on your right shoulder
all when I would've brought you flowers
and i'd of held your hand there
you pushed me too far
I thought you were my friend
yeah I thought you were my friend
it's my turn my mouths too dry
ill try again but I can't make any promises
I guess i'll just be up for hours
and ill be right here to watch it fall through
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9. |
halloween
04:18
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sing me to sleep
i'm so sleepy
i'm so tired i could die
size your eyes with white lies
well nevermind
i'll take the metra cold
and i'll groan and moan
till i get home
it's not worth the salt stained lines i cried
lionized and choking
it's not worth the salt stained drugs
bug
walks in the garden
on halloween
in the kitchen
in the tree
you were stung by that bee
and everything was muddy
all these sins
in my backpack
with your middle name
signed in our hidden shame
and i
forgot that address
but i think i know my way there
look at this mess
i guess that you guessed it all right
falling asleep on the floor
in these dreams i'm dancing with you
falling asleep on the floor
you don't sleep next to me anymore
on that floor
is it still sore?
found out your secret
and you buried it
and you carry it around
and walk around this town
with that frown
if i could leave him
i would bury him
and carry him around
walking down 6th ave
and i'm so glad
falling asleep on the floor
in these dreams i'm dancing with you
falling asleep on the floor
you don't sleep next to me anymore
on that floor
is it still sore?
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10. |
dresses
03:50
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she said she's doing fine
she acts like this every time we come here
she needs her medicine
i need her love like a wicked sin
we close our eyes and pray
he hides his face from the problem children
something does not feel right
i feel dark like the evil child
that you said i was
i'm telling you that shes alright
she never asked for your help
just like we never asked for you to get up and leave us
ive done it once i can do it twice
we never asked for your help
im not that kid that you knew back then
im on my own shit now i write songs about it all the time
and you
and how you'd never noticed
the way its all so fucked up
the way its all so fucked
and im never going back
no im never going back
and im never gong back
no im never going back
you can cross me out of your life for all those sleepless nights
i can't sleep with that screaming
cross me out dead and gone
you've never heard me sing
you never liked the way i wore my dresses
or my makeup
or my favorite song
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11. |
cocaine and oxy
03:04
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i am a rock here
i loved you so well
but everything's changing
and i loved you so damn well
i'd forgive you
if i could just see you
if i could just leave too
you know i would do anything for you
always grieving
i think i'm gonna be leaving now
i guess i'll see you later
i see you when i'm playing those songs
yeah i know that ones your favorite
bruised up in all black
i could never forgive that part of me
i close my eyes and all i see
is the color of your skin up next to me
when you OD'd
on cocaine and oxy
or at your autopsy
you know i could be anything for you
always grieving
i think i'm gonna be leaving now
i guess i'll see you later
i see you when i'm playing those songs
yeah i know that ones your favorite
and i'm alive but i want more
you take it away and you give it back
and i'm alive but i'm so sore
you take it away and you give it back
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12. |
cell
02:42
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it's a little bit colder as days go by
but it gets so damn hot in this burning hell of an earthly cell
you'll say i never tried
i just wept and fell
i swept all the cobwebs up
i kept in my weeping chest
but if you just close your eyes i will close mine too
i painted a picture of you
in the middle of the room
did you feel it vibrate?
did you see it spark?
i painted a picture of you
in my heart in a blooming june
and it's really not your fault
just know that i wanted space here
no it's really not that bad
when all i want is you
<3
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