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halloween

by grieving club

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gordonnnnnnnnn I've been listening to this album for at least a year for free and it is a true hidden gem, with Halloween coming up I had to cop it to show some love! This album has so much variety and the songs are so catchy, not to mention that there are 12 bonus tracks that hold up to the rest if you download it! Definitely one of my favorite albums! :) Favorite track: cocaine and oxy.
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and looking back i had forgotten how harsh people can be
2.
river song 03:32
when we wake up on that floor and the worlds just setting in and the sun shines on your face yeah I love to watch it glow when i'm sinking like a stone and the worlds just setting in would you hold me closer? and the sunshine on your face yeah I love to watch the glow and when you're feeling like you've messed up would you please give me a call? and when you're feeling like your body might break down those walls break down break down i'm crossing an ocean for you too loud too loud and when you're feeling like you've messed up would you please give me a call? I took a walk down to meet them and they said they were sorry yeah they said they were sorry and I know you get so mad when you can't tell who your friends are tell who your friends are tell who your friends are
3.
paint me in a dark room ill let you inside bruised up on some bad luck how'd you get so striped like a tiger? with a big fat scar on their forearm and bruises all over their body striped like some tigers but it all felt just right at least for the moment yeah it all felt just right and I held your hand their and I saw you blushing yeah I held your hand there and you'd rather hide and pout and cry its like you were never there in the first place yeah you'd rather hide and pout and cry its like you were never there in the first place cause it takes two to tango but im tangoing by myself and it takes one to walk away but it takes the strength of a lion that's strength I just don't have yeah that's strength I just don't have
4.
glue 03:47
lying with you in our mourning you're scorning with that manor you wear it as a banner but you're playing for the wrong team kid you drown in mud and mire that's my favorite kind of liar i'm sticking with you like glue it's a grievance and we live with it you're contemptuous but i might be out of my place it's a secret and you keep it in your bottom drawer where no one will ever look and you might be out of time when it all comes crashing down on you and you might've lost some friends maybe you'll look for them later it's a feeling i can't describe but i think i know how to save her i'd of died wrong about everything when it all came crashing down on me i'm coming back down to meet you there half way that's really all i can say i'm coming back down to meet you there half way
5.
pisces 04:32
two months clean and i know it can't be right for me but i'm too caught to fly two months clean and i see the way you look at me when all i want is cleansing lost time lost in a promise too far you took it too far now i'm lost lost at a cost it's so evil drawn out waiting on everyone there like you cared too far you took it too far dove that's not love tuesday blues and you choose that fate on me on you on the roof of your old house that's where i remember it and we knew it would take time but i never thought this long and it hangs on your shoulder like a stab in the back and i can't remember why gone out in a daze you waited on everyone as they turned their heads away sins swallow you whole you hide your eyes in lies i might die just to fix you
6.
taurus blues 04:22
I pack a bowl in the garden you're self harming with that wicked frown you say you're rolling with the changes but you don't know how I paint a poem with the bruises all these loses stain I thought you said you would've called me i thought you said you're gonna stay all this time and you'd just walk away? love lost in a fiery burning guilt grave something on your mind but you can't say someone stole your love now you can't love you've tried 1000 times you can't or have the strength to believe in something real i found out at the bottom of their stare (stairwell) well i don't know about anything i don't know about anything holding on by a thread for a punk show saw you singing but you say you just want to sit this one out i know it gets so hard sometimes but some things just never change some things just never change like that smile like that voice like our duets say i love yous say i'm sorrys say i miss yous some things just never change and they never will i'm spitting sorrys but you still feel ill you won't play the song and you don't want to talk
7.
iceberg 02:14
two in the morning you're sleeping and snoring it's snowing outside I think ill get up and go for a drive the worlds turning so fast i'm wondering where the time has passed two in the morning bold love like an iceberg i'll bend till you break me take more than you're share you're my love but the thought of you leaving and everything going to hell leaves me wide awake wallowing wondering where it went wrong two in the morning bold love like an iceberg i'll bend till you break me take more than your share you're my love
8.
great grave 04:11
great grave a picturesque im smiling im afraid would you swallow me? or this unholy beast of a burden unholy me great grave I was too late I was too afraid that you'd find me and that you'd find me out find me out oh great grave a black hearse for a black soul who never let it go the crying and the morning maker fall apart I know this all too well from a dream from a vision from an angel in glowing armor on your right shoulder all when I would've brought you flowers and i'd of held your hand there you pushed me too far I thought you were my friend yeah I thought you were my friend it's my turn my mouths too dry ill try again but I can't make any promises I guess i'll just be up for hours and ill be right here to watch it fall through
9.
halloween 04:18
sing me to sleep i'm so sleepy i'm so tired i could die size your eyes with white lies well nevermind i'll take the metra cold and i'll groan and moan till i get home it's not worth the salt stained lines i cried lionized and choking it's not worth the salt stained drugs bug walks in the garden on halloween in the kitchen in the tree you were stung by that bee and everything was muddy all these sins in my backpack with your middle name signed in our hidden shame and i forgot that address but i think i know my way there look at this mess i guess that you guessed it all right falling asleep on the floor in these dreams i'm dancing with you falling asleep on the floor you don't sleep next to me anymore on that floor is it still sore? found out your secret and you buried it and you carry it around and walk around this town with that frown if i could leave him i would bury him and carry him around walking down 6th ave and i'm so glad falling asleep on the floor in these dreams i'm dancing with you falling asleep on the floor you don't sleep next to me anymore on that floor is it still sore?
10.
dresses 03:50
she said she's doing fine she acts like this every time we come here she needs her medicine i need her love like a wicked sin we close our eyes and pray he hides his face from the problem children something does not feel right i feel dark like the evil child that you said i was i'm telling you that shes alright she never asked for your help just like we never asked for you to get up and leave us ive done it once i can do it twice we never asked for your help im not that kid that you knew back then im on my own shit now i write songs about it all the time and you and how you'd never noticed the way its all so fucked up the way its all so fucked and im never going back no im never going back and im never gong back no im never going back you can cross me out of your life for all those sleepless nights i can't sleep with that screaming cross me out dead and gone you've never heard me sing you never liked the way i wore my dresses or my makeup or my favorite song
11.
i am a rock here i loved you so well but everything's changing and i loved you so damn well i'd forgive you if i could just see you if i could just leave too you know i would do anything for you always grieving i think i'm gonna be leaving now i guess i'll see you later i see you when i'm playing those songs yeah i know that ones your favorite bruised up in all black i could never forgive that part of me i close my eyes and all i see is the color of your skin up next to me when you OD'd on cocaine and oxy or at your autopsy you know i could be anything for you always grieving i think i'm gonna be leaving now i guess i'll see you later i see you when i'm playing those songs yeah i know that ones your favorite and i'm alive but i want more you take it away and you give it back and i'm alive but i'm so sore you take it away and you give it back
12.
cell 02:42
it's a little bit colder as days go by but it gets so damn hot in this burning hell of an earthly cell you'll say i never tried i just wept and fell i swept all the cobwebs up i kept in my weeping chest but if you just close your eyes i will close mine too i painted a picture of you in the middle of the room did you feel it vibrate? did you see it spark? i painted a picture of you in my heart in a blooming june and it's really not your fault just know that i wanted space here no it's really not that bad when all i want is you <3

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this is a collection of bedroom recordings with songs about loss, depression, self harm, suicide and trying to be at peace with yourself when everything is too much
make sure to talk to someone if you're struggling with anything and reach out if you see someone else having a hard time

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released July 27, 2018

produced and written by jedidiah romnek
photography by natalia hansen
graphic design by rik maksen
moral support by james kamin and grant herbert

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